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/friends/ *_____* [Aug. 20th, 2004|02:03 pm]
[mood |enthralledenthralled]

Ryuichi Sakuma has the shinyist LJ layout ever!!! And...And I'm ON THERE! *cries with happiness*
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/Friends/ NANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII????!!!!???? [Aug. 20th, 2004|11:18 am]
[mood |shockedshocked]
[music |NG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]


I mean JEEZ! O_o; The pocky and stuff is cool. But I think total we had 200 copies of Yuki's latest book, 23 pairs of underware (guys AND girls), and a few...interesting pictures. *shudders* yikes.

So what the hell am I supposed to DO with all of this stuff? Never would've thought I had this many fans...*grins sheepishly* Kinda overwhelming.

Ne, Hiro? I owe you lunch. ^_^
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(Public) BACK IN ACTION! [Aug. 19th, 2004|05:30 pm]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |I'd tell you but it's a secret. ^_~]

Hi everyone! Just thought I'd pop on here for a minute to let anyone that's interested know that I'm back! I had a little stay at the hospital. Nothing to worry about everyone. Although I think I really need to take a minute to emphasize the importance of road safety.

I also REALLY want to thank all our fans for sending me such cool, thoughtful, spiffy stuff! It means alot to me that you were all thinking of me! I know I was kinda bummed not to be able to do the show last week, but seriously, could you think of a cooler band to take that spot than Nittle Grasper?!?!?!?!?! You guys got a treat! ^_~ Don't go getting any ideas though. I'm back and not going anywhere.

During the down time I had some time to work on our newest album, which if everything goes according to plan should be out sometime near Christmas or next Spring...but I want it for Christmas. ^_^ ...Wait that sounded wrong. I want it DONE for Christmas! Maybe you guys will want it for Christmas, ne? ^_~ pretty pleeease?

So thanks for your thoughts and support everyone! Keep your motor running!
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/Public/ [Aug. 17th, 2004|11:09 am]
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |Somethin on the tv. ^_^]

I just signed my papers! WHAAAHAAAAA! XD Know what that means? It means I get to go home tonight! Finally! No more jell-o, no more sponge baths, no more needles, no more blood tests, and no more DOCTORS! *boogies* ...Okay well *sorta boogies* I still can't do too much at the moment. The doctors told me no more singing for a week, so it's pretty much gonna be me running over lyrics and arrangements. Another week and I should be back to normal...hell not EVEN a week now. =)

I may stop off at Hiro's if he's gonna be around too. I wanna see all this supposed stuff people sent me. And by the way, if you're one of those people, seriously thanks bunches. ^_~ Made me feel all warm an squishy. I'll have to write a song about it or something. Hm...

Hahahaha mom is bringing me Mcdonalds for lunch! *___* mmmm, greasy. Later gang!

Oh, and Yuki? No rush. If you can't make it mom said she'll drop me by the apartment.
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/public/ [Aug. 16th, 2004|11:49 am]
[mood |enthralledenthralled]

One more day in this hospital and I get to officially go home. You have NO idea how happy I am about that. I'll get to eat something decent, get a good night's sleep, and then a few days off work where I've been ordered to rest just in case. The doctor mentioned to me that he won't have those tests they took back till later in the week, but whatever. He says I'm pretty much fine and it was just a precaution. ^_^ So everything looks a-ok.

I can't wait to get home. Honestly it's going to be so good to just...relax. And see Yuki again.

^_^; I know, broken record...I'm shutting up now.

( and im a tard. Jesus my brain is FRIED! )
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prose...again, cause im a retard ^_~ [Aug. 13th, 2004|07:29 pm]
Shuichi watched the ladybug directly above his bed as it crawled ever so slowly along the cracks and lines, intent on making it's way to wherever it was ladybugs always seemed to need to go when the warmth of summer was buzzing in the air. To anyone else it would've looked like a singular spec of a thing on the ceiling, barely worth noticing. But the pink haired vocalist had hit rock bottom in the book of boredom, and thus watching the little bug seemed to be better than anything on tv.

Besides, he reasoned with himself, seeing all the news reports about himself on the music network was getting to be annoying. They were playing the first single video to death, and if the truth had to be told, Shuichi HATED that video. Oh sure, it had been cool to look at when he was done. But the producer had been a jackass, the makeup artist had been a complete ditz, and four straight days of singing on a cliff and in the woods had drained him to the point of exhaustion. ...That and he always thought he looked completely moronic in that video; one of the ONLY times he'd ever agree with Yuki over anything of the sort.


Now that was another tender subject. Sighing to himself in the big empty room, Shuichi let his mind wander and tried not to focus on the exquisite pang in his chest that sent his vision instantly blurry. He missed the writer, in ways that even Shuichi himself was surprised with. He'd been able to dissapear for days at a time with nothing more than a cheerful phone call to his lover. He'd managed to go home for full weekends to visit his parents. He'd managed to do a short local tour that kept him occupied for days. But being stuck mere blocks from home, knowing that the object of his affection was not only close, but so close he could ~taste~ it, that was more than he could take. He wanted to go home. Not just in the hated to be in the hospital sort of way. He desperately WANTED to be home. He missed the cushiness of the couch, and sitting in Yuki's office on the floor, propped up against his desk as the writer clicked away at the keyboard. He missed the somewhat cranky, off-expressions of the blond in the mornings, when his hair was all messed up and standing every what way. Those were the sounds, the sights, the smells of pure comfort. And damn but if Shuichi didn't need some comfort.

Scrubbing irritably at his eyes with the back of one hand, he watched the ladybug skirt it's way toward the open window of his room and eventually fly off without so much as a backward glance. After all, ladybugs led nice, easy, simple lives. They were free to do what they wanted.

He turned his gaze back to the textured ceiling, sighing one more time as he spoke to no one in particular, and anyone that was willing to listen. "Someone...get me ~out~ of here."
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/Friends/ [Aug. 12th, 2004|11:43 am]
[mood |melancholymelancholy]

I can't figure out what's the matter with me. My ribs are starting to feel a bit better, and I can get up and around normally, but something isn't sitting right. Maybe it's just me worrynig too much or something. The doctors did more blood work yesterday, said something about wanting to look into a high white blood cell count or something. Who knows. Maybe a monkey bit me and I have ebola or something.

More than anything, I guess I'm just...lonely. I miss Yuki. I know I know, you're all sick of hearing it, but it's true. Mom came by again, and was a bit worried about me for some reason for a change. But she took off and dragged my bratty sister with her, and then I was alone again. I haven't seen anyone in days. No Hiro, no Sakuma, no Yuki...no one. I know everyone has a life. I can't expect everyone to drop everything for me, but sometimes it'd be nice to know they cared beyond a quick call.

I just want to go home. Sleep...maybe work a bit. I've been listening to all these CDs over and over again. I just want something to do. And I wish they'd let me out of here.

Ne, Yuki? ...If...if you get a chance...call me? Please?
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(no subject) [Aug. 4th, 2004|05:01 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |Sakuma-san *__________________*]


I'm sick of sponge baths, and jello, and phone calls, and my mom's whining, and...jeez I just wanna go HOME! Home is where my keyboard is, and my computer, and my video games, and MY FREAKIN BOYFRIEND! >< >< >< >< >< <--- me being really pissy.


Anyway I'm thinking maybe if I'm nice or something they'll let me GO. I feel like a convict. And...well maybe this is stupid of me, but I haven't gotten a single like, get well card, or anything...well, there IS that bunch of flowers next to my bed *big stupid grin*. But, seriously...Did my family all die or something?! O_o

Yuki, please, SAVE ME! >_
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2004|12:36 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |That video Sakuma-san made for me.]

Who reads your LJ the most?
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I always knew Error loved me! *__*
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Late night boredom [Jul. 27th, 2004|11:24 pm]
[mood |relievedrelieved]
[music |We Close Our Eyes-Danny Elfman]

I should be asleep. I know I should. But how can I? Every time I close my eyes he's there...god that sounds cheesy and I don't even care. He came, and he saw me, and that's all that matters. It might've been a dream but it was a good one, and tomorrow has much more promise than tonight did. I'll be out of here in a few days, hopefully. Maybe tomorrow, if I play my cards right, but probably the day after.
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